Where do I stand ?

Verse:
With God all things are possible Mathew 19:26
Thought:
The knowledge that everything is possible with God is of no use to me. Look at my problems and needs and now can I speak out, Yes everything is possible with the Lord. Jesus is feeling very bad that I am limiting Him and making Him too small. Lord Jesus is asking me “Is anything too hard for the L ORD?” Gen 18:14 . I really want to scream and tell, Yes Lord. But still something is stopping me to cry out.
When the word “without faith it is impossible to please God” Heb 11:6 came to me, tears started to fill my eyes, my heart was in anguish for I made the Almighty God little more than a man. I said Sorry Lord help me, my voice was shivering, Lord smilingly came to me and do not worry “Nothing will be impossible for you.” Mathew 17:21 for you trust in my word. Lean not on to your understanding my dear son for “no word from God will ever fail.” Luke 1:37.
Jesus then asked me speak Phil 4:13 Out of all my might, it was a verse I knew for years, but this was one of those I knew in the intellectual level, tears running through my cheeks I said it out like never before in my life Yes Lord “I can do all things through Christ Jesus who strengthens me”
Then I marked the word of Jesus in my heart I will never forget it, in all my life. “If you can’?” said Jesus. “Everything is possible for one who believes.” Mark 9:23. So miserable but still master molded me to do all things. Amen.